Everything Has An End [Part12]

Previously;;
She wouldn't cry but she would staycalm and not talk or do anything.
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19/09
Today Was Her Birthhday.

The Day she reallly didn't look forward too.
The Day She Hated The most.
The Day That the insident happened.

She Woke Up At 10:00. She washed her face and teeth, changed into random clothes, and went downstaires to the kitchen where her mother was having breakfast.

Her Eyes Were Red And full of tears. She would walk and cry all the time. She would look like she was before she met Ali. Her mother Got Really sad and worried about Lama.

Lama Sat infront of her mother in the kitchen while hr motherwas eating and started to burst into tears. Hermother came and at next to her andhugged her so hard. She tried not to cry but looking at Lama is heartbreaking. She couldn't handle her self and tears would fall one after the other so quickly.

She tried to calm her down but it didnt really help that much.
Lama wanted to go now to her grave aand she was serious abou it.

So her mother took her.
Lama went up staires and wore a a black shirt and trousers.
She didnt even touch the make up.
She put on her plain black abaya and sheyla andwore black flat shoes.
SHe headed downstaires where her mother weas in the car.
She got in the car and sat silently.
Her other told the driver to take them o the grave.
It took a long time till they reached there!

Once they we're there. No one got out of the car. Her mother started talkiing to her.

Lama, are you sure u wnt to do this ?

She nodded adn huged her mother.

Lama got out of the ca and her other just opened the door. Lama told her to stay. She wanted to be alone.

She walked to Haya's Grave. SHe Knew cause she had a Black and white stone that she painted to know where Her grave was.

She couldn't walk. She kept on thinking about her. Her steps were so slow. she felt as if she was stuck to the ground. She cried so hard. She started shaking when she was 5 steps away from the grave. She stood still and kept on staring at the grave and crying very loud! Her mother heared and rushed out of the car to go to Lama.
She walked really fast till she got there.
Lama fell oon her knees and kept on crying more more. She mother would try to calm her down but it didnt work. Her mother started crying too. She couldn't stnad looking at her daughter like this.

Lama calmed down and sat exacctly near the grave.She cried so much her eyes started to burn. She was more than depressed. Lama told Her mother to go back to the car and that she is gonna be okay.

Her mother went back to the car and sat there crying. Lama stayed ther for hours. It was so quiet until ......

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Im going to continue part 13 NOW!!

PS; Sorry i didnt keep my promise ><
I Kmow its n ot that long but i changed my mind about something :P